Phewww! yep today is monday and i am like a kid on a bouncer what!!! School has been crazily off the radar.
I feel gr8 coming into the office today and knowing i have no assignment to go over or submit. Off for 3 weeks to enjoy the holidays and boy does it feel good.
So whats everyone up to this xmas season? Urs truly i wld be catching up on a whole lotta movies and books i had not had the time to read all through these 3 months, spend more/more/more quality with God cuz pple he has been good to me.
I dont knw why, cuz i believe i offended him more these last couple of weeks but GRACE ABOUNDS, he just keeps making me see his love is in describable, its almost as though i could look him in the face and say i dont deserve ur love write me off pls. Do u knw how much more guilty u feel, knowing all u av done and he just says come to me , lay it all at my feet, i love u regardless, just promise to let me help u? GOD IS AWESOME and i am humbled he has kept me thus far.
I am not going home this yr :( wish i could it would have been nice to meet so many new friends i have made over twitter, its been a gr8 experience and though at some point it felt as though i was loosing myself to it , i am glad i am back and better and my thots are geared towards making others happy and forgetting the carelessness it prompts us to...............
Oh well! nothing much right now, everyone is fine i am grateful for that, i am good and hope to be better and yes i have found a home church which i believe God had put me there for, my friend " Tammy Dacosta saidTeju never let sunday meet u at home, be of service to the lord" i am glad i hearkened to that warning and not wait till 2010 to start a resolution , All changes i av resolved to make starts from now 2009 and it gets better in the year 2010.
I am so excited for this coming year cuz i knw its the year God has been holding my breath for.........y'all be safe and always remember Live life don't endure it, its tough a times but keep living
Peace & love
Mola!
Just me writing my daily encounter with life, my relationships with creatures of God, my road to improving who I am and loving God more......
Monday, December 14, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
THE GOD OF GRACE ♥♥
I am ere today not by might , not because i deserve to be but God's unfailing GRACE. i truly know i dont deserve it but he has honoured me. I look through the year and indeed he has been faithful and i realize the day i slip and not reverence him the devil feeds on it, i am ashamed at sum things i av allowed, i am disappointed but i am grateful for waking up to correct my mistakes, right my wrongs and go back on my knees and communicate with GOD.
Where would i be if not for him? my existence is a wonder to me because hmmm i would have given up on me a long time ago, but God uses true pple to reach out in word and in deed i av been blessed anything short of this statement is an abomination whaaaat? I am still breathing, thru everything going on in my life, thru everything happening in the world, through every stupid mistake i have made, through every sin i av committed with intent and without, pls someone praise God for me.
I am moved to share this cuz everyday God shows me he is just there waiting for me to get off my silly butt and TRUST him, y is dat hard? I wake up and start and say yes God its all u , then somewhere along the way i loose myself to things not even worthy to be named. I AM SORRY lord for IGNORANCE!!!
I cant explain y u love me lord but i am so mad at myself for taking it for granted. Lord u knw where i hurt for what i have done but i can only come back to you cuz u are all i av got.
U may wonder y i am going on & on, only God and I can understand this dialogue, Lord i cant confess word for word but pls i share my pain & guilt and ask u pls not take ur eyes off me, pls dont shut me out, i am grateful u av not given up on me, i would av given up on myself, but pls i crawl to u, cuz my legs cant hold the weight of my heart, as the devil laughs and scorns behind my ears telling me i wont make it to u , telling me u r done with me, in pain & disbelief i crawl to u, soaked in my tears, engulfed in my grief and as he keeps smearing me with all my sins telling me nothing can cleanse me this time.......
Lord i close my eyes and see my way through your ocean of purity and i swim towards GRACE.
I love u lord and i am grateful!
Where would i be if not for him? my existence is a wonder to me because hmmm i would have given up on me a long time ago, but God uses true pple to reach out in word and in deed i av been blessed anything short of this statement is an abomination whaaaat? I am still breathing, thru everything going on in my life, thru everything happening in the world, through every stupid mistake i have made, through every sin i av committed with intent and without, pls someone praise God for me.
I am moved to share this cuz everyday God shows me he is just there waiting for me to get off my silly butt and TRUST him, y is dat hard? I wake up and start and say yes God its all u , then somewhere along the way i loose myself to things not even worthy to be named. I AM SORRY lord for IGNORANCE!!!
I cant explain y u love me lord but i am so mad at myself for taking it for granted. Lord u knw where i hurt for what i have done but i can only come back to you cuz u are all i av got.
U may wonder y i am going on & on, only God and I can understand this dialogue, Lord i cant confess word for word but pls i share my pain & guilt and ask u pls not take ur eyes off me, pls dont shut me out, i am grateful u av not given up on me, i would av given up on myself, but pls i crawl to u, cuz my legs cant hold the weight of my heart, as the devil laughs and scorns behind my ears telling me i wont make it to u , telling me u r done with me, in pain & disbelief i crawl to u, soaked in my tears, engulfed in my grief and as he keeps smearing me with all my sins telling me nothing can cleanse me this time.......
Lord i close my eyes and see my way through your ocean of purity and i swim towards GRACE.
I love u lord and i am grateful!
Friday, December 4, 2009
THE LOVELY END, A LOVELIER BEGINNING!!
The year went by so fast or do i say too fast, January and now we r in December (Smiles) i remember the promise i made, the change i said i would make and i look back and ask did i achieve any? Surprisingly so i did a whole lot.
2009 blessed me with opportunities, discoveries, life's lessons but most of all this year gave me the heart of a lion. I fought for what i wanted, i took the bullets by the haters, i made lemonades out of the lemons life threw at me, but in all God held my hand even though occasionally he smacked my butt when i was out of line, it gave me a thick skin to walk this stage called life.
So now December is ere again and i am looking back, this year was not bad after all, this year i went home (Nigeria), went to serve my country (NYSC) had loads of fun and definitely an experience to remember, seeing family was gr8, I made up my mind to stay back but God presented me an opportunity out of a miserable situation...i started my masters and i am too elated at God's wonders.
Who wld av thot just wen the recession kicked in my my employers felt they needed to downsize i wld be top choice but when God handles ur battles who dares rise against you?? I became an asset to the company instead of a liability, although i decided i was going home, God told me i was not done with the U.S.
So here I am doing it and loving it, a lot of family & friends got married and had babies and its been a year of celebration as well as mourning for others....I celebrate those who rejoice with meeting their life partners and birthing babies as well as mourn with those who might av lost a dear one both take raw emotions and I hope we realize to be grateful every time we remember we r living by grace and not by our might.
Life has been splendid so far, and it got a lil spicy when i joined twitter thanks to Rita Dominic ( our very own talented Nigerian actress) I love this lady she is down to earth, i wish others wld take a cue from her.
Twitter has been my latest cheat meal, its Purged me, gave me warmth, left me cold all a lil of everything but i am grateful for the wonderful pple i av met and some r stamped in my heart, I met the lucky man making my girl cheeks go gaga, my wonderful blogs ville fam,Ms. Cheeks, Bagucci, Solomonsydelle, Myne whitman, wonderful and inspirational bloggers and i just got a new fam on blogger, christopher jay....yay!. I cannot forget my dearest Abuja crew, Amara, Henry & Emmanuel each with a blessed character of their own.
Michael the very own talented ruggedy we go way back and i send a special shout out to him for his sweetness, gr8 friend of mine, IDJA never judge pple by what u hia from others..down 2 earth, a bruda who struggled and became the No.1 producer in Nigeria, I respect him and he has been a testimony of *Dont Judge a book by its cover he makes u feel close to him even though u r miles away and might just never meet :)* there r a lot of others who i appreciate but these special ones have made an impact not to be forgotten...I love u all and hope d new year brings u the best ever.
So, looking onto the New year i hope to come back with more for u and spend more time with u guys, cuz 2010 is definitely kicking up a notch so much is going to happen, i can feel d energy already and a dash of spice to heat things up i take a cue form my girl cheeks we wld keep y'all updated, cuz this is home and ur warmth is second to none. ♥
Mola
2009 blessed me with opportunities, discoveries, life's lessons but most of all this year gave me the heart of a lion. I fought for what i wanted, i took the bullets by the haters, i made lemonades out of the lemons life threw at me, but in all God held my hand even though occasionally he smacked my butt when i was out of line, it gave me a thick skin to walk this stage called life.
So now December is ere again and i am looking back, this year was not bad after all, this year i went home (Nigeria), went to serve my country (NYSC) had loads of fun and definitely an experience to remember, seeing family was gr8, I made up my mind to stay back but God presented me an opportunity out of a miserable situation...i started my masters and i am too elated at God's wonders.
Who wld av thot just wen the recession kicked in my my employers felt they needed to downsize i wld be top choice but when God handles ur battles who dares rise against you?? I became an asset to the company instead of a liability, although i decided i was going home, God told me i was not done with the U.S.
So here I am doing it and loving it, a lot of family & friends got married and had babies and its been a year of celebration as well as mourning for others....I celebrate those who rejoice with meeting their life partners and birthing babies as well as mourn with those who might av lost a dear one both take raw emotions and I hope we realize to be grateful every time we remember we r living by grace and not by our might.
Life has been splendid so far, and it got a lil spicy when i joined twitter thanks to Rita Dominic ( our very own talented Nigerian actress) I love this lady she is down to earth, i wish others wld take a cue from her.
Twitter has been my latest cheat meal, its Purged me, gave me warmth, left me cold all a lil of everything but i am grateful for the wonderful pple i av met and some r stamped in my heart, I met the lucky man making my girl cheeks go gaga, my wonderful blogs ville fam,Ms. Cheeks, Bagucci, Solomonsydelle, Myne whitman, wonderful and inspirational bloggers and i just got a new fam on blogger, christopher jay....yay!. I cannot forget my dearest Abuja crew, Amara, Henry & Emmanuel each with a blessed character of their own.
Michael the very own talented ruggedy we go way back and i send a special shout out to him for his sweetness, gr8 friend of mine, IDJA never judge pple by what u hia from others..down 2 earth, a bruda who struggled and became the No.1 producer in Nigeria, I respect him and he has been a testimony of *Dont Judge a book by its cover he makes u feel close to him even though u r miles away and might just never meet :)* there r a lot of others who i appreciate but these special ones have made an impact not to be forgotten...I love u all and hope d new year brings u the best ever.
So, looking onto the New year i hope to come back with more for u and spend more time with u guys, cuz 2010 is definitely kicking up a notch so much is going to happen, i can feel d energy already and a dash of spice to heat things up i take a cue form my girl cheeks we wld keep y'all updated, cuz this is home and ur warmth is second to none. ♥
Mola
Monday, November 30, 2009
BROKEN GLASS
Hey pple,
Ok so here it is, I messed up a potential good friendship and i dont think i can ever get it back, i don't knw what to do. been trying to concentrate but i cant, i av apologized, written epistles and i just look pitiful at this point. Gosh! i wish i had just let sleeping dogs lie but dont u get curious once in a while? i think i am going crazy....
Men i so hate how this turned out and i wish ull really see my heart wen i say i am truly sorry, i dont even have the will power to write anymore right now, thinking of getting off twitter as well.....tink i just need some space.
Nolar i wish u were ere i am a mess right now!
Ok so here it is, I messed up a potential good friendship and i dont think i can ever get it back, i don't knw what to do. been trying to concentrate but i cant, i av apologized, written epistles and i just look pitiful at this point. Gosh! i wish i had just let sleeping dogs lie but dont u get curious once in a while? i think i am going crazy....
Men i so hate how this turned out and i wish ull really see my heart wen i say i am truly sorry, i dont even have the will power to write anymore right now, thinking of getting off twitter as well.....tink i just need some space.
Nolar i wish u were ere i am a mess right now!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
NO CLUE
Where is all this coming from???
One question why do i care so much seriously? I am so mad at myself right now......
Why is my heart this way, why cant i be a B+tch? they get the respect, love and a whole lotta package....
When u show u put ur heart out, it is just stomped on, ur pride is hurt and it feels like its ur doing.......
So all of a sudden, I am the changed one?
I am tired of these repetitions, and right now i am wondering y we are meant to have these so called
COMMITMENTS.
I am not scared to be my own person, but making me feel like sumfin is wrong wiv me or my reasoning???
Because:
I am holding on to what u told me, a while back asking me to Let u love me......
We sit and let it all slip away? because i av dreamt of my future so much with .......
Now it feels like i am hovering/nagging/desperate?
How about i let my fantasy die, and just accept reality.
What else am i meant to do? pls enlighten me......
I am tired, and already i can tell i am rewinding to 07
How else am i to prove i want u not need u,......
This game is very unfair and the high it takes u is how low it drops u
After all the quest and dire need to have me, i am now the object of ur stress......
I am shutting the door gradually, i am tired of opening doors that keep getting shut
Maybe ill shut it forever, cuz its not fair pple not as committed as i am
Get the respect, love and all while i av to grovel for it???
I have no clue anymore and i think i am tired of putting the pieces together...............
It shld not be this hard!
One question why do i care so much seriously? I am so mad at myself right now......
Why is my heart this way, why cant i be a B+tch? they get the respect, love and a whole lotta package....
When u show u put ur heart out, it is just stomped on, ur pride is hurt and it feels like its ur doing.......
So all of a sudden, I am the changed one?
I am tired of these repetitions, and right now i am wondering y we are meant to have these so called
COMMITMENTS.
I am not scared to be my own person, but making me feel like sumfin is wrong wiv me or my reasoning???
Because:
I am holding on to what u told me, a while back asking me to Let u love me......
We sit and let it all slip away? because i av dreamt of my future so much with .......
Now it feels like i am hovering/nagging/desperate?
How about i let my fantasy die, and just accept reality.
What else am i meant to do? pls enlighten me......
I am tired, and already i can tell i am rewinding to 07
How else am i to prove i want u not need u,......
This game is very unfair and the high it takes u is how low it drops u
After all the quest and dire need to have me, i am now the object of ur stress......
I am shutting the door gradually, i am tired of opening doors that keep getting shut
Maybe ill shut it forever, cuz its not fair pple not as committed as i am
Get the respect, love and all while i av to grovel for it???
I have no clue anymore and i think i am tired of putting the pieces together...............
It shld not be this hard!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
HEALTH IS WEALTH!!!!
Hey y'all
How r u doing? (sound like a wendy williams interview) lol!! I am great and so happy with the past 2 days God is awesome pple. Ok so for a week now i av been having dis dialogue in my head about getting in shape believe me this is like the 100th time (smiles). i was thinking of getting a treadmill or the Wii fitness sports game box, GYM? i av one right down my office and at the shopping center 5/10 mins from my office but arrrrgggghhh! i just dont GO. I hia u say i am not serious (lol) not the case, the commute to my house is like some 1/2 hrs on the bus and train and driving 15 mins tops 20mins but sadly i dont drive yet, and wen the weather turns cold/rainy it just aint pretty believe me.
Its no excuse but the motivation just wont come, then home i av a boxing bag, and a tummy ball which i VISIT once a while, so whats my problem i dont knw honestly i av tried every diet or starvation, the only times i remember loosing weight was in 2003/2004 and den 2006 but since den hmm! hmm! hmm! the pounds keep adding up. Naturally i am not a skinny girl right from birth i was the biggest baby in the hospital, i grew up as teenager in clothes of size 12's and 14 my family is blessed with curves and i seemed to get the extra backside, not complaining its some pples curse i turned to my blessing, u notice how i said sum pples's curse, cuz there is nothing i av not tried if u go for a family reunion with me, my aunts and cousins are identified with that, even my DAD! so pls dont hate .*Giggles*
I relocated to the United States in 2005 still contemplating if it was d brightest move cuz i miss home but we all have to get the hustle on right? Of course i was warned stay away from the pancakes, syrups , americans love food its so attractive bla bla bla! well they never lied, funny thing is half of their food i cant take, I am Lactose intolerant of their milk, mac and cheese a NO NO, pizzas not a cheese fan, burgers the meat dont taste like Mr. Biggs and Chinese aint TFC *Tastee fried Chicken* and d biggest shocker i do not like pancakes nor do i go out to eat so where did all these love handles stem from??
I love BREAD, i was home July '09 gosh those Agege bread hawkers knew me, brown and soft i wish they had dem here :( but they make up for it with all the bagels, sweet bread, cinnamon rolls yeah teju not good! then rice.. thats a sunday ritual so imagine 4 yrs of rice sundays and 3 times a week yeah... i though so too, i av another forte this chinese restaurant by my job ROYAL JADE gosh fried rice & shrimps no veggies or eggs xtra spicy wooooh! its divine but wen i get to the last grain of rice the oil is enough to fry eggs for 2 weeks and lastly some days i am just down, lonely missing my boo and i splurge with Ice cream at that moment i dont care how big my derriere gets i just want to feel good but few hrs later calories packed and the deed cannot be undone.
So now this is kinda of a rough break down on my foods what i love but my time table for eating is way off, i skip meals, binge late watching good movies oh it feels good (killing me lol) and den my metabolism is slow so with all these said, the past few days myself and my girl BIBI we av been talking abt getting back in shape but we wld be conversing on burger or fries , yeah we r silly! but we av decided it is to be done.
1am last night after watching the Wendy Williams show, i was in bed really thinking of getting my treadmill and i cld hear my heart racing , i said God seriously i want to do it this time, just as i was about to switch off the tv set i saw my guide and saw *The Tyra Show* well its tyra apart from screaming et al what can she possible say i clicked on oxygen and guess what *the episode of keeping my shape in shape* a coincidence? I smiled up at God and watched the show , she has lost weight not like she was ever big but she looks cool and she had her NUTRITIONIST on the show, as they talked about the do and donts ill share the important points i got.................................
* Exercise is 20% ur Food and Portions are 80% - i thot d other way round
*the leave 'em carbs - Bagels, bread/rice (white) pancakes - O lord Bread
*love 'em carbs - Wheat bread, corn, oatmeal brown rice - I still get bread
*Greens r very important
*Portion control
*Protein more of fish & chicken
STEPS -
*Write what u eat , whatever u take, a turkey sandwich, fries , burger - makes u accountable
*breakfast , oatmeal, fiber cereals, yogurt *fat free* blue berries
*lunch cld be ur love 'em carbs potatoes B/rice with some veggies, fish or turkey breast
* mid - snack FRUITS, bananas, apples, pineapples - i used to dislike fruits love dem now *like i had a choice*
*dinner should be light , veggies no eating after 7 or at most 8
So all of that being said i decided ill try this for 2 weeks and see how it goes, ill definitely keep u updated for sure, but exercise still needs to be done so i will do some exercise but need to get my portions right!!!
Ill let u know on the 26th hmm thats thanksgiving ok on the 27th how far i av come and what i av lost (smiles)
I wont share my pounds yet let me loose sum den i can say oh i lost 10 pounds.
So stay wiv me pple and motivate me plzzzz, ill see y'all soon!
How r u doing? (sound like a wendy williams interview) lol!! I am great and so happy with the past 2 days God is awesome pple. Ok so for a week now i av been having dis dialogue in my head about getting in shape believe me this is like the 100th time (smiles). i was thinking of getting a treadmill or the Wii fitness sports game box, GYM? i av one right down my office and at the shopping center 5/10 mins from my office but arrrrgggghhh! i just dont GO. I hia u say i am not serious (lol) not the case, the commute to my house is like some 1/2 hrs on the bus and train and driving 15 mins tops 20mins but sadly i dont drive yet, and wen the weather turns cold/rainy it just aint pretty believe me.
Its no excuse but the motivation just wont come, then home i av a boxing bag, and a tummy ball which i VISIT once a while, so whats my problem i dont knw honestly i av tried every diet or starvation, the only times i remember loosing weight was in 2003/2004 and den 2006 but since den hmm! hmm! hmm! the pounds keep adding up. Naturally i am not a skinny girl right from birth i was the biggest baby in the hospital, i grew up as teenager in clothes of size 12's and 14 my family is blessed with curves and i seemed to get the extra backside, not complaining its some pples curse i turned to my blessing, u notice how i said sum pples's curse, cuz there is nothing i av not tried if u go for a family reunion with me, my aunts and cousins are identified with that, even my DAD! so pls dont hate .*Giggles*
I relocated to the United States in 2005 still contemplating if it was d brightest move cuz i miss home but we all have to get the hustle on right? Of course i was warned stay away from the pancakes, syrups , americans love food its so attractive bla bla bla! well they never lied, funny thing is half of their food i cant take, I am Lactose intolerant of their milk, mac and cheese a NO NO, pizzas not a cheese fan, burgers the meat dont taste like Mr. Biggs and Chinese aint TFC *Tastee fried Chicken* and d biggest shocker i do not like pancakes nor do i go out to eat so where did all these love handles stem from??
I love BREAD, i was home July '09 gosh those Agege bread hawkers knew me, brown and soft i wish they had dem here :( but they make up for it with all the bagels, sweet bread, cinnamon rolls yeah teju not good! then rice.. thats a sunday ritual so imagine 4 yrs of rice sundays and 3 times a week yeah... i though so too, i av another forte this chinese restaurant by my job ROYAL JADE gosh fried rice & shrimps no veggies or eggs xtra spicy wooooh! its divine but wen i get to the last grain of rice the oil is enough to fry eggs for 2 weeks and lastly some days i am just down, lonely missing my boo and i splurge with Ice cream at that moment i dont care how big my derriere gets i just want to feel good but few hrs later calories packed and the deed cannot be undone.
So now this is kinda of a rough break down on my foods what i love but my time table for eating is way off, i skip meals, binge late watching good movies oh it feels good (killing me lol) and den my metabolism is slow so with all these said, the past few days myself and my girl BIBI we av been talking abt getting back in shape but we wld be conversing on burger or fries , yeah we r silly! but we av decided it is to be done.
1am last night after watching the Wendy Williams show, i was in bed really thinking of getting my treadmill and i cld hear my heart racing , i said God seriously i want to do it this time, just as i was about to switch off the tv set i saw my guide and saw *The Tyra Show* well its tyra apart from screaming et al what can she possible say i clicked on oxygen and guess what *the episode of keeping my shape in shape* a coincidence? I smiled up at God and watched the show , she has lost weight not like she was ever big but she looks cool and she had her NUTRITIONIST on the show, as they talked about the do and donts ill share the important points i got.................................
* Exercise is 20% ur Food and Portions are 80% - i thot d other way round
*the leave 'em carbs - Bagels, bread/rice (white) pancakes - O lord Bread
*love 'em carbs - Wheat bread, corn, oatmeal brown rice - I still get bread
*Greens r very important
*Portion control
*Protein more of fish & chicken
STEPS -
*Write what u eat , whatever u take, a turkey sandwich, fries , burger - makes u accountable
*breakfast , oatmeal, fiber cereals, yogurt *fat free* blue berries
*lunch cld be ur love 'em carbs potatoes B/rice with some veggies, fish or turkey breast
* mid - snack FRUITS, bananas, apples, pineapples - i used to dislike fruits love dem now *like i had a choice*
*dinner should be light , veggies no eating after 7 or at most 8
So all of that being said i decided ill try this for 2 weeks and see how it goes, ill definitely keep u updated for sure, but exercise still needs to be done so i will do some exercise but need to get my portions right!!!
Ill let u know on the 26th hmm thats thanksgiving ok on the 27th how far i av come and what i av lost (smiles)
I wont share my pounds yet let me loose sum den i can say oh i lost 10 pounds.
So stay wiv me pple and motivate me plzzzz, ill see y'all soon!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
TRYING TO FIND ME!!!
This is the only place i think i feel safe, i am so sorry blogsville left u for too long, i came back and now twitter is trying to drag me back..no. I love my blogville fam Bagucci & cheeks (she is twam & fam love u gurl), but on d real u guys just encourage and inspire me,
So Happy new month pple, we made it this far and its great to be here, cant believe a year is gone already well almost, I hope we make this last few weeks last i intend to.
So whats been going on with me??? school's been crazy but i am doing it and i am glad its been a fun ride and i owe all thanks to GOD, he has been so awesome, wish i was perfect for him but even with all my imperfections he loves me still.
This past weekend was so crazy i rush out and den come back and sleep like a log of wood, d boo has been such a sweetheart though, so funny just wen i start to feel like its all crashing down God just sends him with the right words. ok with that said twitter? its about to put me in trouble well not exactly but i am loosing a lot of my time TWEETING and sumtimes pples tweet r quite annoying just like i am sure sum of mine are, but i pray to tweet more inspiring tweets these days but gotta check on my twam lov dem like crazy!!!
Twitter is an addictive drug to be banned whaaaaaat?? God i pray specially... detox me plss, i love my pple but it just seems blogsville is my home, i feel hugged already wooooo! i was a bit moody earlier and facebook is all love.
Guess i just opened too many doors on twitter i wish i didn't and now trying to shut 'em doors and it feels like it wont or whats there to keep? i might be talking in parables but my girl cheeks might understand me!! lol, i am good now though, i am choosing to love what God has blessed me with instead of what i desire, and yes my other project needs to be concentrated on.
Enough blabbing, just needed the comfort of my blog its almost 1am now, about to go sleep and thank God for the great pple he has placed in my life to take my hands when i seem to fall on the way side!!! special shout out to my BFF osagie, thanks for the talk.
Good night y'all and be d best in all u do
♥
Peace & love
So Happy new month pple, we made it this far and its great to be here, cant believe a year is gone already well almost, I hope we make this last few weeks last i intend to.
So whats been going on with me??? school's been crazy but i am doing it and i am glad its been a fun ride and i owe all thanks to GOD, he has been so awesome, wish i was perfect for him but even with all my imperfections he loves me still.
This past weekend was so crazy i rush out and den come back and sleep like a log of wood, d boo has been such a sweetheart though, so funny just wen i start to feel like its all crashing down God just sends him with the right words. ok with that said twitter? its about to put me in trouble well not exactly but i am loosing a lot of my time TWEETING and sumtimes pples tweet r quite annoying just like i am sure sum of mine are, but i pray to tweet more inspiring tweets these days but gotta check on my twam lov dem like crazy!!!
Twitter is an addictive drug to be banned whaaaaaat?? God i pray specially... detox me plss, i love my pple but it just seems blogsville is my home, i feel hugged already wooooo! i was a bit moody earlier and facebook is all love.
Guess i just opened too many doors on twitter i wish i didn't and now trying to shut 'em doors and it feels like it wont or whats there to keep? i might be talking in parables but my girl cheeks might understand me!! lol, i am good now though, i am choosing to love what God has blessed me with instead of what i desire, and yes my other project needs to be concentrated on.
Enough blabbing, just needed the comfort of my blog its almost 1am now, about to go sleep and thank God for the great pple he has placed in my life to take my hands when i seem to fall on the way side!!! special shout out to my BFF osagie, thanks for the talk.
Good night y'all and be d best in all u do
♥
Peace & love
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