VALS DAY 2010

So my lovelies.... hope u all had a wonderful Valentine day, mine started beautiful ended pretty ugly but dont ask, lol. I was alone at home, my sis was with hers in ATL and i njoyed the peace & quiet. I watched movies, drank some wine as well as Tweet.
Anyway i wished for many other things to have happened for that day but was glad with the turn out either ways. I had my wonderful twam call me up, Neso, Ann, Chika & Osagie twas fun and wished i was hanging out with them, but for the love they showed it was worth calling a Vals day to remember.
Trying to see what else happened, yeah sunday night crept in , and Monday starts its journey arrrgggh! that was my thot as i found solace in my wine bottle. I love white wine a whole lot, got a bottle at a friend's 30th party the day before and its the sweetest i av tasted so far SUTTER HOME.................................
So, the Monday madness begins again but as d night fell i knew i missed him, i missed us, gosh! LDR is a pain in the behind for real but soon i guess..........
Anyways as i hit my pillows ready to sleep i think of the cold, the commute, 5 days of doing nothing and there goes my week.............

TejuMola









                

ST. VALENTINE

Hi there......
        Hope everyone is doing gr8? I know its the Lovers wknd and everyone is hoping , wishing and binging on  ST. VALENTINES DAY. Oh! well i am not saying i am not a believer in vals day and although Guys seems to think girls r just fronting saying i dont think Vals day is a big deal cuz they r SINGLE..lol.
Guys cld be mean lol, well i think its different for pple and frankly its the world that has made it a big deal, its just a day lovers do something amazing for their loved ones i believe.
Here in the States...everything is RED, if the water cld be turned to red i am sure it wld, the train stations all packed with men going home with bouquet of flowers, red bags, wine and all sorts. hmm oh well! lets see my idea of a perfect valentine day bless me with cards, i am a sucker for cards not like i dont like gifts but cards just do it for me.
I love words, they reach deep into my soul, dunno why but i think its more for me ur unspoken words in a card. A perfume, shopping spree wld be gr8 but come in, kiss me, cuddle and hand me cards as i open and read them.....it bares ur soul to me.
I know some pple might be like o pls cards r thrown away, after that day its useless but il tell u this i av cards i av kept for ten years, i once had a boyfriend who i spoilt silly with cards, i was cleaning his room one day and i was almost in tears at the beautiful cards all packed in a bag, all the cards i had ever sent him in 3 yrs and i wished i cld re - address them to myself lol they were just too beautiful.
I av to give it to him though, he has been the only one to feed my insatiable desire for cards, guys just dont try to even swim in our fantasy just one time. I am a bagful with that, Cards r a big deal for me ill take it over a shopping spree, not like the shopping spree cannot be scheduled for another time though QQ.
Guys love to keep it all in, they dont want to sound weak or cheesy but i like to get t that side of dem no matter how unfeeling they appear, with all my ramblings said i am wishing all the lovers out there the best Vals. day ever.....Ladies if u av no val love urself and be happy dont be sad or all cooked up in the house or on ur bed crying. Guys well i am sure 99% of u who dont av vals r quite happy u dont , but for those of u who wished u had....work towards aving urs next year and celebrate love in amazing ways.
What ill be doing that day Feb. 14? Ill prolly go to church in the morning, come back call my lover(s) spend the day tweeting, listening to music and yeah might get some wine down my system.
This is to my special Valentine u knw who u r I love u and wish i was cuddled up in bed with u right now but .mwah!
My dearest Obi our 7pm phone date i await >:)
Happy Vals. day pple do sumtin amazing for ur loved ones, friends , parents and be thankful to God u av the heart to love and embrace love.

TejuMola

L:O:V:E

Its described in many languages, many tongues.......
Many books, movies and poems have coined their fame wiv it!
I have lived almost half a score and had love shown me. yet.....
Each time, a clear diference between the last and present...........
I walked the streets of this life, run the paths of this world
Seeking to knw this beauty the gods described LOVE as..........
I read the myths, Imagined their truth and sought its meaning..........
Each time, gave me a surprising meaning and confused I became
Fantasy became a friend and misery my neighbour.........
Days i could not fantazise, misery was glad to be of company...........
Am i in another life, do these pple not knw this beauty?
Am i living a lie, is there no such thing as this wonder....
This feeling, that everyone seems to talk about but....
No nothing about it?
Love to some means SEX, to some its SELFISHNESS
To some its OBSESSION, to some its JEALOUSY
To some its PROTECTION, to some its MONEY
To some it GIFTS, to some its CHEATING.........
Love means different things to different pple.......
There is no more the undefiled pleasure, expression of love.......
Its all a game, guarded, measured and calculated..........
I was called naive, cuz i was fearless with love.........
I cant quantify this feeling, i cant measure it,
I cant make sense of it, my brain is frozen...........
Love is supposed to make u feel that way, intoxicated...............
Love i believe is KIND, its CARING, its DOTING/NUTURING
Its FORGIVENESS, its not a GHOST OF THE PAST,
Its EXCRUCIATING, its OVERWHELMING, its INSANITY
all in a positive way..................
Love is just this feeling u cant explain or make sense of........
It has u doing ordinary things in EXTRA ordinary ways..........
It gives u COMFORT, PROTECTION, HAPPNIESS, GLOW........
PEACE, CONFIDENCE, most of all a THANKFUL heart................
Love unabashed, its the most celebrated in the medevial times..........
Now, we r scared of its realness, its rawness, we run from it...........
Love is not for the weak hearts nor the doubtful ones..........
Love is understood only by a few, appreciated by the GIFTED
Reciprocated by the ones born lucky...............
Love can be found in friendship not just relationships...............
Love is what makes u believe u av somewhere to crawl to
Love is what makes u believe u av that one shoulder to cry on
Love is what makes u smile when ur world is cloudy
Love is not ur lover, Love is ur friend.............
Lovers r mistaken for love bearers, how untrue............
Ur lover loves for a season, ur friend(Soulmate) loves thru all seasons
I have found love thru the oddest of places and rarest of people...........
Love is a beautiful thing, its most beautiful when we dont guard it
Love regardless of a broken heart, cuz thats d best cure ............
Love is effortless, its an overflow that u cant control.....
Love not in fear but in faith and fun..........
The moment u try to bend love ur way, it snaps out of ur fingers.........

~TejuMola