HIS STORY

Its been a tiring day, all he needed was a cold beer
He was driving down from the station, the sun was setting
It was a beautiful evening looking at the skies but...............
He was in no mood matched with anything nice at the moment
He saw her today....as much as he wanted to cuss he held back
His ex with her fiance driving down odell drive making out in traffic
"She never was a PDA type" he thought, what the hell was that??
The memories came back, he remembered that horrid day......
He had come back from a stake out, his partner got shot
He was trying to deal with the whole debriefing and then......
She called, Let me call u right back babe, No wait she said
This cant wait,  I'm sorry but cant do this nmore Peter!!!
The silence and den the dial tone , she had dropped the call..
He rushed back to debrief and got time off to rush home
He got home, his heart was ripped, the rage came like lightning
He tried to call her cell but she wont pick up!!! Cld his day get any worse??
How cld she walk out and give up on everything? How cld she loose faith?
No, I wont do this he said, he parked his car and had to take a deep breath
Its been 3 years and this rage is just as bad everytime he remembers her.......
He had given his whole life to make sure he did right........
He made sure he was on the right side of the law by becoming a cop
He tried to provide and make everyone happy, even if it broke his back
He might not be the guys on wall street or the white house but dammit.......
"I have a heart and I made sure I gave u all even if it meant I had NOTHING"
He looked up and the sun was almost out of radar, he got himself together
And drove towards Maggie's bar, that cold beer was a necessity at this point
As he pulled into the parking lot, some of his colleagues were leaving the bar
He exchanged pleasantries and he walked in ......................
The bar was all foggy, cigars and the heat all a mix this was Maggies!!!!
He sat at the bar, ordered a cold beer and as he waited to be served............
His eye caught her, in a bar full of  mostly frustated men he thot to himself
What would such a lady be doing in here? ok maybe she was a new employee
But even at that, he just could not comprehend such innocence in the bar.......
She walked to the bar and asked to speak to the manager.................
Just as he wanted to approach her, she was asked to meet the manager!!!
What in the world is going on? He could not shake off this uneasy feeling
Ill hang around he decided!!

HER STORY!!

She tried to speak, but her lips wont move
She tried to reach but her hands wouldnt move
She tried everything but nothing seemed to work
Where do I go, Who do I call she asked????
She tried to walk, but her knees caved in............
She crawled, she saw the light but it was only a bleak
Her eyes were blurred, her lips chapped.............
She cld taste the blood, she felt the dust............
Yet alone on the lonely path, she made up her mind to move
The pain was excruciating, her will was daunted.............
She wanted to give up, Who cared anyways............
Maybe sumone wld help, seeing her helpless
Maybe not, whats the guarantee she aint a street whore
Probably trying to steal and got beat up..........
She flinched in pain, the wind was fierce ................
The streets were lonely and the night cld not av been darker
As she crawled, she heard voices and she lay still
The wind tossed her hair, the voices were closer.....
Footsteps!!! sounded like drunks and dey moved past her
She laid lifeless on the ground, as they walked on
She moved and they stopped, the noise???
She caught her breath, and cld hear them.............
Dear lord was all she cld say and she felt the foot......
The foot tapped her and then turned her over..........
There in the dark, she recognized the voice
She had no strength to move and surrendered to death
A hand grabbed on her hair and dragged her up
These hoodlums were thirsty and hungry for her
Drunk and sweating of Alchohol.....................
All she cld mutter was Lord let this night END!!
Then.................
A bark echoed, den a flash light....It was HIM
As he walked, the keys and links on his belt clanked
He walked towards them and as he approached the scene
They ran, and she slumped back on the ground...........
He let loose his dog as it chased after them...............
He ran towards her and gathered her to him.........
He shook her, but she felt numb, Miss he said
She thot she heard him, She opened her eyes but...........
She saw nothing, the stars in the skies seemed like Dots
She saw darkness and den it became real BLACK OUT!!!

LOVING U...

Its been a while...............
I fell in love with u as hard as i fought not falling
I cld not believe cupid shot me his arrow, more amazed at how fast i fell again
Do u not learn I ask?? Cupid has shot one too many and they end up broken!
I resisted falling but i fell anyways, ur Charm was irresistible....
This time like many others I fell hard but with a difference,
I fell with reserved strength to rise when cupid left a hole in my heart.....
I was ready to laugh at cupid when it decided it was time to leave,
Ill be fine cuz u wont be the first to leave.................
All these thoughts in my head i loved u still
Days gone by, months pass and Years have rolled by,
Cupid's arrow slowly reveals its beauty
The reflections are captivating to the eyes..........
I fight it , but can u fight urself????
I try not to look in ur eyes cuz i see my future but scared its a mirage
I try not to hold u for long, cuz like a ghost i predict ull become
I try not to think of you, even though my thoughts cant process anything else
I try not to dream of you, cuz waking up is like torture and ill rather remain in trance
I try not to believe love found me........
Loving u flows like a rhythm, sweet and pleasing to the ears
Loving u makes life simple and optimistic
Loving u gives me reason to smile
Loving u has taught me maturity
Loving u has blessed me
Loving u is what ill choose to do in another life!!
I av found the one to whom i am ALL to.........

RAMBLINGS

Hallo my loves, Special shout out to Gretel cuz I knw u want me back and I think I am beginning to miss blogsville so bad...Twitter got me hooked like crack but I am so in dire want of a DETOX from it.
So, whats been happening to me? frankly nothing interesting same old boring life, trying to stay out of trouble and just be grateful to God for the chance of life. The past week was hmmm! Sumtin that wlda av escalated into a messy she said, he said which is not my style thank Gudness to reality check and guess the part of me that has come to terms with life happens.
School is well..... school, surprisingly I am doing better than I expected so maybe i just was not as sharp back then cuz I hate calculations and here I am doing well with it, all thanks to favour is all iil say............
Not been to the movies in a bit heard Inception was good, I want to see Salt, Yep a lot of pple dont like Angelina Jolie but I love her cuz she does what she does WELL....She wears the tag bad chic with no apologies guess at one point in ur life u av to stop caring what others think of u and appreciate what u see in the mirror.
I am going thru a process of Spring cleaning, I love wen i say this, its just me cleaning out unwanted pple in my life, unwanted elements, habits that have just not gotten me any further in the past months. For the pple gudness I cant wait cuz its just been a drag, everyone wants to use u to get by and wen they r back on their feet u become the nuisance, well guess my heart needs to be killed cuz I think I am 2 warm hearted to pple who really dont deserve it. U r nice they call u Kiss Ass, u r indifferent dey call u a Snub oh well!!! Anyways its part of life and a friend once told me why allow a NOBODY upset u this much, sumtimes u really just dont want to believe humans r capable of things they say or do yet I am grateful it always comes back in circles. As long as u never wish ill on anyone, ur life can never be cut off God's amazing grace thats my testimony.
I love this month of July cuz of a gift I received, Its the most beautiful gift I cld av asked for in these times and I just pray and hope it wld be ever green.....As August journey begins, I plead u smile on me like July, its beyond my explanations or understanding but can i just have what I want this one time :)> Ok thats that, i need to go get ready this evening is my Pastor's birthday and I need to go shop for a gift, what do u buy a guy who is a GQ dresser?? Pastor Paul Irabor is a killer dresser what!! anyways church wld be fun this evening and I think i need sum church in me today......
Next time ill share an experience that made me realize when God says I am that I am he truly means it......
Thanks to u all who read my ramblings, sumdays I am inspired, sumdays I am just me broken and emotional and sumdays I am pumped but either ways for those who tell me i touch them, I gave them strength, u all are the reason I keep writing, cuz trust me I doubt my abilities sumtimes but u all give me the PUSH God bless....
This is to U GPWG U rock!!!!! Xoxoxoxo
TejuMola

LWKMD

Hey pple,
     Its been  a while I knw so much has been going on not had the time to blog as much eer not so I tweet LOL. Its been a beautiful month of July and its been a special one to me. School started again so back on the hustle of my brain, last week was fun i took a break from school and went to see a comedy show hosted by my friend Jedi Ayo and his co comedians Wale Gates, Basket Mouth, Seyi and Yvonne. I had a lot of fun met a few people who have become good friends and finally met a certain sumone I had always known I wld meet even though he sure thought never.
Show was nice, classy and a lot of laughs the after party was nice and I can say its going to get bigger anf I am particularly happy for my friend u knw it babe, its all urs just let go.......

So whats new with me? Nothing much my prof this semester I aint feeling at all, coupled with this semester is not one of my core strengths FINANCE ACCOUNTING/ECONOMICS arrrgh i hate aving to use excel but oh well! So i shall try to work on this week's assignment today and get sumwhere cuz on friday i get a lot of goodies from the UK, esp my Fruit & Fibre cereal , love , love it so much. My friend is coming to town yayness, hope i get my assignment done on time and have a nice weekend , not so looking forward to cracking my brain.
Oh! July i want to kiss u so bad thanks for being a lovely month to me.....mwah!!
Alrighty enough of nothing to say, Wish my sis Jade safe journey to gidi today hope u have all the fun (safe) u can.
July 5th sacred day....
y'all av a blessed day!!!
~ TejuMola

TAYE *ARCHIE* SMALLS MAYAKI

Its been almost 2 yrs since my heart was ripped

I miss u so much Paul, My friend  I am ere crying in my room cuz i cannot talk to u
U wlda av been the only one who cld understand me right now, listen to me ramble
Not say a word, till I am done, den clean my tears, take a drive to choc-royale
Or we listen to ur Alternative CD's while u tell me about how u miss G or
What D was up to again, Times like this my heart aches so bad, God truly knws
I wld give anything to hear ur laugh again, I remember our plans for fashion school
Archie, u did not tell me what was going on, how cld u deny me this?
Why did u tell everyone not to tell me, I knw its been a while but i miss my friend
I need you so bad now, cuz ull av told me what to do thru the clouds................
Archie we miss u, I av 2 friends now Glory & Danisa my God we miss u in different ways
Its just not fair u are not here to see us, celebrate what we r all doing, while we wait on U
Ur fashion sense was taking Nigeria by storm, everyone was loving ur designs
I knw ull av been so wanted right now, dressing celebs and all Gudness Y?
God i cannot question U but u took my friend from me wen i was just enjoying....
The fruit of our friendship, appreciating sumone who took me for me
Sumone who wanted nothing from me, God forgive me, Paul was precious
He was so selfless, i remember nights wen i wld just call and he wld drive down......
Not conscious of time, all he cared for was he was there when i needed him...
Who wld be Paul for me, God i av u and i am grateful but...........................
I wish i did more for Paul, I was far away, he was getting excited about me getting married
I wld av seem him this trip home (Nigeria) i wld av hugged my friend,
Oh death ur hands are terribly cold, my heart is constantly bleeding for my friend
I try to move on I cant Paul was special and always wld be.......................
We miss u Paul :-  Glory, Ifueko, Danisa, Kagho, Yvonne, Henry, Ebo, Mewo, Akome, James, Emeka, Matthew, osagie..............and so much more of the lives u touched!
Paul I miss u so much!

SEXES LOVE & WAR

Happy Belated fathers day to all the father's out there....
I was reading an article and it said, on mother's day
Mothers get the most calls but on father's day........
More collect calls are made, I paused and thought hmm!
Men have become victims, fighting back av become futile
Generally Women believe men are the ENEMY,
Men try to prove otherwise only to be pushed out to the cold
So now as the women try to find friends, the men result to being the enemy!
Now whats that saying again "Be careful what u wish for"
I am not a feminist, I am not on a Pro Men campaign but........
Its high time we celebrate this men, we can hate them, blame them
Their children love them regardless of the hate the mothers feed them......
U walk into the prisons and the men tear up at the picture of their kids
Half of the time, the fight for survival and the measure of his worth as a man
Lands him in Jail, I am not condoning crimes, but if they got a lil support,
a lil love, a lil understanding, a lil security, Men r truly like babies.......
Men no disrespect but, they need to be nutured too, see past the Machoism
They get insecure too, they get scared of failing as a Man, husband or father
Sum had to look to the streets to learn to be a man
Sum had to be beaten down to learn to fight back
Sum had to learn to control anger by watching their mums get hit.....
Sum had to watch their sisters cry thru heartbreak.....
To learn what not to do to another woman.......
I know we say they are liars, cheats and all what not yet.....
The good ones r still not appreciated enough........
Celebrate them, let them have a reason to come home,
Women we know we r our own Poison Ivy.............
A man refuses ur advances and u go all out to destroy his home
Now wives, understand that rather than fight in times like this
Ur weapon is ur knees and lips to GOD, it seems cliche but its the truth
Men are made by God to care, protect and love us............
When u make a man feel he is invaluable to U his value wld never be seen
No man wants to feel like u can handle it all the time even if you can
Let them handle it, its their sense of pride, the moment you do it all
The less of his value is what u wld see not realizing u av been ...........
Too busy being both the Man & Woman in the relationship..........
Dont let the bedroom be the only place u regard him as a Man
Give him his respect and let him be a Man to you..............
Now this is to the abled men out there, I am certainly not talking
To the junkies, excuse of a man, husband or father , the liars or cheats
No they are out there, but the women seem to stick to them more??
Women complain wen they get the guy who adores them , treats dem like Queens
The unfortunate thing is they mess it up for the women who wld appreciate it..........
Men ill also say the cover aint the gold look at its content b4 u will ur life to her......
Men & Women are interesting group of people, but they are too bent on revenge......
Revenge for the one who gave them hell and destroy the one bringing them paradise.....
Men are wonderful people and the truth is we cannot do without them.....
Everytime u complain be sure a thousand are singing his praise out there
No one is saying lower ur standards, No one is saying be a slave but.....
Be rest assured every girl wld neva tell you all she does in her relationship,
The things she tells u she cannot take she has taken worse than that from a man......
When you make a ridicule of ur man in front of the world, u go back behind closed doors
Then make up, Ur man wld still be a carricature of a being to the world............
Men pick the right ladies, dont go about with Jezebels.............
U all come back destroyed and expect us to fix you NO...........
Women are not meant to fix, manage, accept or be numb to unacceptable things
God designed us to give and get the best of one another, when u give ur best to swines
Dont expect to make a haven with a Swan and not meet up halfway..........
Lets celebrate one another, life is too short to get choked on irrelevancies.....
Leave ur past where it is, and take a risk by walking into the future.......
~TejuMola