VALS DAY 2010

So my lovelies.... hope u all had a wonderful Valentine day, mine started beautiful ended pretty ugly but dont ask, lol. I was alone at home, my sis was with hers in ATL and i njoyed the peace & quiet. I watched movies, drank some wine as well as Tweet.
Anyway i wished for many other things to have happened for that day but was glad with the turn out either ways. I had my wonderful twam call me up, Neso, Ann, Chika & Osagie twas fun and wished i was hanging out with them, but for the love they showed it was worth calling a Vals day to remember.
Trying to see what else happened, yeah sunday night crept in , and Monday starts its journey arrrgggh! that was my thot as i found solace in my wine bottle. I love white wine a whole lot, got a bottle at a friend's 30th party the day before and its the sweetest i av tasted so far SUTTER HOME.................................
So, the Monday madness begins again but as d night fell i knew i missed him, i missed us, gosh! LDR is a pain in the behind for real but soon i guess..........
Anyways as i hit my pillows ready to sleep i think of the cold, the commute, 5 days of doing nothing and there goes my week.............

TejuMola









                

ST. VALENTINE

Hi there......
        Hope everyone is doing gr8? I know its the Lovers wknd and everyone is hoping , wishing and binging on  ST. VALENTINES DAY. Oh! well i am not saying i am not a believer in vals day and although Guys seems to think girls r just fronting saying i dont think Vals day is a big deal cuz they r SINGLE..lol.
Guys cld be mean lol, well i think its different for pple and frankly its the world that has made it a big deal, its just a day lovers do something amazing for their loved ones i believe.
Here in the States...everything is RED, if the water cld be turned to red i am sure it wld, the train stations all packed with men going home with bouquet of flowers, red bags, wine and all sorts. hmm oh well! lets see my idea of a perfect valentine day bless me with cards, i am a sucker for cards not like i dont like gifts but cards just do it for me.
I love words, they reach deep into my soul, dunno why but i think its more for me ur unspoken words in a card. A perfume, shopping spree wld be gr8 but come in, kiss me, cuddle and hand me cards as i open and read them.....it bares ur soul to me.
I know some pple might be like o pls cards r thrown away, after that day its useless but il tell u this i av cards i av kept for ten years, i once had a boyfriend who i spoilt silly with cards, i was cleaning his room one day and i was almost in tears at the beautiful cards all packed in a bag, all the cards i had ever sent him in 3 yrs and i wished i cld re - address them to myself lol they were just too beautiful.
I av to give it to him though, he has been the only one to feed my insatiable desire for cards, guys just dont try to even swim in our fantasy just one time. I am a bagful with that, Cards r a big deal for me ill take it over a shopping spree, not like the shopping spree cannot be scheduled for another time though QQ.
Guys love to keep it all in, they dont want to sound weak or cheesy but i like to get t that side of dem no matter how unfeeling they appear, with all my ramblings said i am wishing all the lovers out there the best Vals. day ever.....Ladies if u av no val love urself and be happy dont be sad or all cooked up in the house or on ur bed crying. Guys well i am sure 99% of u who dont av vals r quite happy u dont , but for those of u who wished u had....work towards aving urs next year and celebrate love in amazing ways.
What ill be doing that day Feb. 14? Ill prolly go to church in the morning, come back call my lover(s) spend the day tweeting, listening to music and yeah might get some wine down my system.
This is to my special Valentine u knw who u r I love u and wish i was cuddled up in bed with u right now but .mwah!
My dearest Obi our 7pm phone date i await >:)
Happy Vals. day pple do sumtin amazing for ur loved ones, friends , parents and be thankful to God u av the heart to love and embrace love.

TejuMola

L:O:V:E

Its described in many languages, many tongues.......
Many books, movies and poems have coined their fame wiv it!
I have lived almost half a score and had love shown me. yet.....
Each time, a clear diference between the last and present...........
I walked the streets of this life, run the paths of this world
Seeking to knw this beauty the gods described LOVE as..........
I read the myths, Imagined their truth and sought its meaning..........
Each time, gave me a surprising meaning and confused I became
Fantasy became a friend and misery my neighbour.........
Days i could not fantazise, misery was glad to be of company...........
Am i in another life, do these pple not knw this beauty?
Am i living a lie, is there no such thing as this wonder....
This feeling, that everyone seems to talk about but....
No nothing about it?
Love to some means SEX, to some its SELFISHNESS
To some its OBSESSION, to some its JEALOUSY
To some its PROTECTION, to some its MONEY
To some it GIFTS, to some its CHEATING.........
Love means different things to different pple.......
There is no more the undefiled pleasure, expression of love.......
Its all a game, guarded, measured and calculated..........
I was called naive, cuz i was fearless with love.........
I cant quantify this feeling, i cant measure it,
I cant make sense of it, my brain is frozen...........
Love is supposed to make u feel that way, intoxicated...............
Love i believe is KIND, its CARING, its DOTING/NUTURING
Its FORGIVENESS, its not a GHOST OF THE PAST,
Its EXCRUCIATING, its OVERWHELMING, its INSANITY
all in a positive way..................
Love is just this feeling u cant explain or make sense of........
It has u doing ordinary things in EXTRA ordinary ways..........
It gives u COMFORT, PROTECTION, HAPPNIESS, GLOW........
PEACE, CONFIDENCE, most of all a THANKFUL heart................
Love unabashed, its the most celebrated in the medevial times..........
Now, we r scared of its realness, its rawness, we run from it...........
Love is not for the weak hearts nor the doubtful ones..........
Love is understood only by a few, appreciated by the GIFTED
Reciprocated by the ones born lucky...............
Love can be found in friendship not just relationships...............
Love is what makes u believe u av somewhere to crawl to
Love is what makes u believe u av that one shoulder to cry on
Love is what makes u smile when ur world is cloudy
Love is not ur lover, Love is ur friend.............
Lovers r mistaken for love bearers, how untrue............
Ur lover loves for a season, ur friend(Soulmate) loves thru all seasons
I have found love thru the oddest of places and rarest of people...........
Love is a beautiful thing, its most beautiful when we dont guard it
Love regardless of a broken heart, cuz thats d best cure ............
Love is effortless, its an overflow that u cant control.....
Love not in fear but in faith and fun..........
The moment u try to bend love ur way, it snaps out of ur fingers.........

~TejuMola

JUST THERE!!!

Hey pple,
             Howdy? welcome to another end of the month...guesss this is how the countdown begins to another Easter, Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Year. Hope everyone has been gr8, cuz i av been and its all thanks to God.
School has started in earnest and its no joke but we r doing it, my first paper was graded and lets just say i still got the brains (lol). Each week unfolds with its assingments & expectations, this week its a team presentation and i love my team members! phew! compared to my last class o no this is a cool one. Anyways that aside, my personal ish!! not much has been going on with me, same ol same ol been a bit boring but cooking up stuff in my head. I said earlier i was writing sum juicy stuff well soon ill let u in on it...just that these days too much typing is numbing the finger.
I am on twitter catch ur girl on there, cuz i am a shameful twitterholic and i love it, its therapeutical and more enjoyable cuz i have the best twam ever. i keep talking about them, they might not even knw their worth but its like this.....U knw wen u think u av no one who cares or sees u, ur fam got ur back anyday and i say so cuz Twitter cld be a ridiculous show of annoying fame and immature brains. My pple we r the coolest ever so if u want to knw hop on the ride and ff @teyjuhmohlah on twitter thats urs truly.!
My wknd is sorta quiet, staying in watching movies and late afternoon have to read sum chapter on my team assignment, all ill say is i better get that money! :)
Well february i am hoping wld be better and it has to be the lovers definitely wont let us hear it! St. Valentines has started hovering, lol.
Have a good wknd y'all and stay blessed! Mwah
Sorry i am boring just had to blog its been a while..................
~TejuMola

NOW!!!!

Hey,
Hope everyone is in gr8 health? Its also an opportunity as well to be grateful for life and the lil tins in life we take for granted. The crisis in countries like HIATI and my mother land NIGERIA (religious crisis in Jos) gives u a perspective of life and time u never imagined before.
Its been gruesome on my spirit to watch the news especially about HIATI, my spirit was broken and i shed tears shamelessly as i watched kids lay dead in hundreds , i see new borns on drips, in the filth and shambles of the EARTHQUAKE.........Babies have no clue i couldn't take it gosh! its disheartening.
As CNN reporters help and report the news, they reported on the babies running out of formulas, and their mothers have to feed dem with MILK which is not healthy for their system as new borns. Well they end up Purging, getting dehydrated and pass out! BABIES?? I urge everyone to do what they can this is more about humanity not about RACE or WEALTH, imagine it was ur child!
I keep praying for them , and then i reflect on my country and the crisis in Jos...God i dont knw what to say we need in NIGERIA but i knw U r the center of it, we need a clean sweep, we need a washing and flushing out of the bad eggs. We the youths all sit and complain, yet get frustrated at nothing being done but WHAT CAN WE DO?
Our hands r tied as much as we try to break free, we speak up and get scared for our lives or families and loved ones..it happened during Ababcha's reign and the same goons are the ones still leading! God give us our country back, things r looking up with the youths of the country we need u to take us thru cuz its a long walk from where we desire!
Today is not really a day for me to blog about Nigeria i wld soon, but my heart is with my motherland no matter how far away from it i am.
On a lighter note, its ben gr8 so far, God has been merciful and good to me and i dont deserve it but i can only say THANK U to God.
A new semester has started for me, not sure about my instructor yet i av had 2 classes but really not feeling this semester and i think i knw why...................
I want to go home, i miss home and just tired of this hustle (sigh) but home as well has its challenges oh well! God in u i trust to make this journey a smooth ride even when it seems bumpy!
TWAMILY....yes i heart this special pple with all, facebook, twitter has been a force of love, more beauty than Ugliness has come from this social websites and for me its been twitter.
A place where like minds meet, share, inspire and encourage the other thats what my twamily (Family) is about, i cant wait to go see them in July and just celebrate love & friendship.......Shout at to Osagie, Chika, Ann, Dupe, James, Neso, Dammy, Skittonia (life of the party) Damani, and a special one to my new friend i av made for life Kaelo.....I heart u babes, thank u all for the love!
Lets make this yr 2010 one to remember 7/10...........the time is NOW!
Live for today and let God worry about tomorrow!!

TejuMola~

TITHES & BLESSINGS............

Hey,
    I know been gone for a while, sorry faithful ones just been all over the place. School started and other lil things along the side. Hope everyone is swell, hows 2010 coming so far? I said it already the hype was going to die in a week or so seems we all have resolved back into the same routine, no??? Hope not  cuz this is the beginning of the year and the perfect time to set your goals and walk towards them.
I was reading Open Heavens a few mins ago and there it said, the one who has no goal seems to have too much time in his hands while the goal- setter has little time to attain his goals cuz he is managing it well.
Let's not be like the former, do something different this year, that you would look back in December 2010 and give urself a pat on the shoulder.
So my post title Tithes yes, i am so excited cuz the first time in a very long time i gave my tithe in church last week sunday, everytime i remember i am proud of myself....I think the time had come for me to realize it was my obligation to tithe and not at my pleasure. It felt good and y it did?
Everytime i wanted to in the past, i had a bill to pay, i had something to do or it just never was enough, sometimes i wanted to act on faith but i was not  convicted too, but i hia it every sermon PAY YOUR TITHES, my mum hammered into my ears PAY YOUR TITHES, after a while it stopped being a sermon to me, i thought maybe God was talking to me thru these mediums.....
I cant keep asking and not receive, yet go back and try to lash God when i sit on what i have, thinking of fixing my hair, buying clothes & shoes and not even think of 20 dollars lest alone my tithe.
About Nov 2009 a friend of mine challenged me, she invited me to a programme, we had been talking previously as we rode to church, she told me she had nothing in her account, i was going to give her some money but we had arrived at church. As the programme reached its end, we were asked to put our offerings in and i saw her give all  she had, which she told me earlier if it were coins she emptied all cuz God saw her heart. DANG!!!!!!
I always wanted to give an offering anytime i am in church, but when i am left with coins in my bag, i feel its too little for GOD which i am right about, but my friend  gave all with love in her heart, cuz she had to offer to GOD, so while she thought.....God for today this is what i av but i give with love, i am thinking of status??? a big wake up call for me and i vowed to never ever complain or worry when i had to offer anything to GOD.
So church was great and when it was time to offer i gave my tithe with joy afterwards and a big picture is God has blessed me more, so i have no excuse.
I just wanted to share this with u all and hopeful that some of this experiences of mine which to some might sound lame, or Un-necessary, would help or inspire one person someday.
The great lessons of life i have learnt are testimonies and Diaries of famous writers, or movies or interviews......so if they affect and inspire me , i hope i do so to someone. I have a testimony already of encouraging a new friend i made...she read my posts and we hooked up on twitter. She was going through an emotional time, I could be there for her not because i am a relationship expert but because I had gone thru what she did and God brought me thru it. I must av been bitter then and asked GOD O why me? but if today my experience gave me the wisdom to help someone thru hers then its a blessing in disguise, and worth it to share!
Its my calling to help & encourage others and its a passion ill take to my grave......
My heart goes out to the families in Haiti and i am moved cuz of the little kids who need shelter, food , drugs , pls whatever we can lets try to help and pray for them in this trying time.
http://www.yele.org/ or u can text YELE  to 501 501 its $5 and u can send about 6 times, nothing is too little.
BE A BLESSING THIS YEAR & WATCH GOD BLESS U.
 ~TejuMola

FIRST SUNDAY

It feels good doesn't it to see the beginning of another year?? I am excited and although everyone was all gassed up about the holidays & the resolutions one thing we need to see in hind sight is the maturity that is required of us as we grow into another year, birthdays wld be celebrated so i believe a year older, a step wiser.........2009 was a gr8 year for many as well as a sad one for others but overall we cannot underestimate the good that came out of 09.
Its 2010 now and instead of storming my brain trying to come up with a resolution, i av decided to set goals for myself, targets and parameters.All these to help me develop myself, grow and get out of that box of cant or wont, not sure, maybe! its time to put ur heart in what u believe in and go for it.....thats my motto this year.
Rather than spend time on unnecessary things, get worked up over petty stuff or engage in anything not yielding positivity for me, ill spend time getting closer to what God has designed for me, i am discovering the talents he has put in me and i think i am going to get close to writing a book or be a daily inspirational writer for who i dont knw yet but peole who need to live again , who have lost hope, who need a lil love, who need to knw God is not out of reach he is right there u just believe and open ur arms.
I am enjoying writing fiction , and i am a sucker for romance & passion as well so soon ill be introducing u all to a new blog i av which is just where i travel in my mind, inspired by couples, books, movies and a definite essence of myself.
God has been amazing to me and although i av not been deserving, i av resolved to stop asking for forgiveness, rather be thankful for grace and stop doing the same old things, i need to grow and cant keep sitting expecting ill walk. I am grateful for the new friends i av made thru the amazing networking of twitter and facebook and even though i almost got lost into it at one point i am glad i av re-focused on whats important and so help me God ill be sharing my experience on here as much as i can.
School begins tomorrow , not looking forward to it but i am walking and working with a new attitude it cant break me, i own this and ill be giving u a piece of my day at school for sure. I knw there wld be days ill not sound as re assuring as i sound now, i am only human but i hope and pray i never forget God is a prayer away.
Have a beautiful year ahead....xoxoxoxo
~TejuMola