MISS U

Today has been an off day for me, cuz I miss u, want to be with u, want to walk this road called life with u.
I hope right now as u sleep, i creep up in ur dreams and make u as restless I AM without u LOL
Love u babes, mwaaaaaaaaaaaah!

WHAT 'A DAY.....

Phew! ok i was home today thinking i was going to be in bed resting.....So not! I was home today cuz i had to wait for the Cable guy come in to check a few glitches in my apartment, i was so excited when i woke up at 6am and just basking in the morning, taking my time and watch my sis go to work.
When she left, i took the time to pray and felt real pumped, made breakfast and sat down on the internet, njoying twitter, facebook and all the distractions these new geeks have created.
Then i decided to clean the entire house cuz it was just not me....thanks to lil sis, i cleaned and kept on cleaning till it was 5pm and den i realized i did not even get the chance to lie in bed : ( sucks, i cooked, cleaned and stayed in waiting for the cable guy, the maintenance also had to come in to check my air O gosh! i had a real not cool day the way i wanted.
I cant wait for the weekend o dang! i av a wedding , gosh i need my me time like crazy, this weekend wld av been perfect, sis is outta of town, well guess ill av to just take nxt weekend out for me alone, i dont care whose house is burning i aint doing jack, need to get my body and head in order, stress is beating on me so bad.
Other than my stressed out self, life is good, God is great and everyday i keep realizing God is awesome and the greatest, he has done too much for me and even wen i dont deserve it. Thank u Daddy!
So tomorrow i return back to work hmmm I knw God is d only reason i am still with these pple cuz its like hanging on a thread i can tell we r getting worn off each other, lol So God THANK U i still av a J.O.B.
Now i am watching Frankie & Nefe ok its dat bad ....might njoy the show i am a fan of pple getting off their broke & beaten life and try to make sumtin of what is left of their life or what God has given them .\
Alrighty tata pple,
love u and God bless.

Mola '09

LATELY & LOVING IT.....

So i am ere today and kinda liking this, i av been MIA for a bit, now i am back and loving it again. Ok so whats my blog about??
Its where i get to express myself , give u a dose of my daily life, put my thots into words and when inspiration comes gladly pour out to bless others. I am glad i have been able to do so for a bit and i hope i get to touch more lives as we take this ride together.
So whats new with moi? Nuffin much, been on twitter and its starting to give facebook a run for its money, seems facebook has started adding a whole lot of crap they call applications making it all too busy to even want to update ur status. I am also on Hi 5 infact i need to speak to Nolar abot this we need to get down , ha ha all my life out there on 3 websites noooo, soon ill be off these places well at least av one for the gossips, lol.
I miss N ooo, its hard and i try to numb the pain but mennnn LONG DISTANCE is not the ish at all, i cant have my daughter go thru this, it takes a lot of energy phew! Tapping my chin what else?????
Hmm my Sista introduced me to BEN & JERRY'S ice cream STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE, pple plz help its addictive, not to even add i have had this craving for ice cream since the beginning of the month, lately chocolate was my thing till i had an affair with Strawberry cheesecake, hmm hmm hmm as my girl Kems wld say God i need ur help on this one oooo cuz these craving is getting out of hand.
Going thru memory lane now, i never was an ice cream bud, i wld occassionally take a scoop and my flavors
COOKIES & CREAM, ANYTHING CARAMEL hmmmmmmmmmm, then obsession with CHOCOLATE ( Turkey hill) and now BEN & JERRY'S. GYM come get me ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
About the Gym , been trying to get up mornings i think i need a loud ass alarm, my phone is certainly not it, besides getting out of bed aint the ish C'mon under the warm covers, dreaming of that stud with all the ripped chest, and u in all d diamonds money can buy , U definitely dont want to be waking up to the cold chills of the morning , running to catch a darm bus to WORK.
Ok enof for today, ill be back tomorrow now i need to get this N feeling in check...OMG let this be ur thing!

Mola'09

W:H:I:T:N:E:Y

Hmmm after the anticipated wait, and so much said, Whitney is back and bares all for the first time on Oprah.
I watched the first half of the interview and then read thru the rest on oprah's website, TESTIMONY is all i could think of.
I listened and read with so much passion and sincereity in her voice and thot to myself "Only God cld av done it" and as much as all the blogs and media are putting out negative energy regarding her voice I'll say this just like i said in my last blog "IF U AV NOT WALKED IN MY SHOES, HOW CAN U UNDERSTAND MY PRAISE" she was saved by God thru a horrific experince that has killed many who did not go the length of time she did, rather than be grateful for her break through some pple sit down and would rather re-live those bad moments in her life? Where is the love pple.
I am happy for her and really do commend Oprah on getting her to interview, its still a struggle for her,  but she takes today and looks up to GOD, thank God also for pple who still believed in her like CLIVE DAVIS, in this life it takes just a lil faith to push thru that wall sometimes, she had her family praying for and with her and it might seem like a relapse going on atimes, but thats when LOVE prevails, they knew their WHITNEY and wld not loose her to this world she thot was IT for her. (Drugs, Bobby Brown)
God is awesome, and i cannot but wonder at his ways, Even when we give up on ourselves, God still has faith in us, he might allow that struggle go on till u give up to loose then he shows up and tells u, LOOSING is not an option but WINNING.
Pple like Whitney and  testimonies of pple who thot it was over and God told dem it just started gives me hope and assurance that even when i write myself off, God comes with an eraser and RE - WRITES my story and for that i am forever grateful. Inspiration comes in different forms thru various ways, GOD sends us messages in various ways, we should pray to be more attentive and accepting to what he is telling us.
Some get lucky just like Whitney and others dont cut it , may we not be in the latter category - AMEN
I have listened to some songs on the album and i am definitely going to get a copy this weekend my faves for now from the album are :
I LOOK TO YOU & I DIDN'T KNOW MY OWN STRENGTH (great song)
Lets give God a reason to give us a chance again.
Peace & love

Mola '09

GRATEFUL TO GOD....

Hey, hey, hey,
        Hows everyone doing? gr8 i suppose, its a new week.... well for those who celebrated labor day yday, its a new month and glorious things are happening around me, so y wont i be grateful.
I hope you r all fine, and for those of us going thru one thing or another, i pray the good lord would comfort u and give u a warm hug cuz it only gets better.
I am excited for things happening , about to happen and has happened, God has been so good and faithful and i now believe in the test of time, (Sigh) its a rough phase, a depressing time and a time nothing else matters but giving up but as the saying goes AFTER THE RAIN COMES THE SHINE, it might seem like it wld never end but it would and when it does all that time u spent waiting seems like NO TIME.
I am trying to share a testimony i cant really say for now, but i just want whoever ends up reading this piece to believe thru the pain and all, ur joy is coming just hold forth, bear the pain a lil longer, yes u r human so get angry, get disappointed but God is still God. Save urself the energy wasted on negativity and get on ur knees just in awe of God, Sumtimes u dont av to say anything cuz he already knows but pray tell TRUST HIM.
I was on facebook and saw this lovely and inspiring status update from a friend...IF U NEVER FELT/FEEL MY PAIN, HOW CAN U UNDERSTAND MY PRAISE???, I was full of admiration for God for such beautiful words, cuz now i understand why David must av danced like a mad man, or understand when a man sprawls on the floor, or a woman cries endlessly  in church or when praising God, e.g Hannah.
That sentence taught me never to underestimate anyone's praise to God cuz u dont knw how long they have been travelling with that sore on their foot, that pain in thair back, those tears that stung their eyes....So let them go mad before God, cuz praise melts the heart of our Almighty.
A shout out to my girls Yvoone & Toyin and my coz & friend Yinka Elegbe & Osaretin who got married this last weekend in Nigeria, Happy married life my dears, May he fill ur homes with honey and more honey :o).
A shout out to a dear friend who is celebrating his bday today and wld be walking down the aisle by the end of the year...@ jobzy love u a million times over and wish u the best today & always. Happy bday :o)
Ok, gotto go back to work, just thot ill share my thots today with y'all


Peace & love
Mola'09

TEAM HOYT..........

So here i was at my desk at work, signing on to my PC, with the memory verse of gosh MONDAY again. I was settling in when i got an offline from a friend Seyi O, it was a link and he thot to share. At first i was like hmm, then i thot again it must be real touching for seyi to have sent it first thing monday morning so here we go ...www.youtube.com.
I got on the link and started to watch, the video was titled an inspiring story of a fathers love..... TEAM HOYT
A boy was born into the Hoyt home abt Some 44 years ago and as he was birthed, it was discovered he had Cerebral palsy, not a strange name to Doctors and parents it happens almost 2/3 in 10 babies. His father Dick was crushed like any parent and was given the option to put him away and just leave him as an invalid "what an option" lets not go to what the mother must av felt after 9 months and nothing less than 12 hrs of labour, you should give up on ur baby.
The unusual thing ere is as the story unfolds, one wld expect the mum to be the one who was nuturing but we really dont catch a glimpse of her, we see a father who shut the mouth of the Doctor who told him to give up on his son.
Dick took his son Rick home and started taking care of him, each year he got older his disability became more visible, Dick his father got all the necessary equipments, medications and anything that would be of comfort to his son and decided to take care of Rick his son.
Its not too gracious an idea until into the story we find out rick is in his mid 40's and his Dad late 60's and they are still together, Dick his father gave up everything to tend to his son, eventually Rick was able to get through high school and college with the aid of self customed hearing and voice machines and is a graduate of BOSTON UNIVERSITY " amen somebody". It seems unreal cuz the last time i heard of such sacrifice of love was God not to say there r not parents out there , or fathers out there who dont do stuff for their kids but this not only is the icing on the cake but the inventor of the icing.
Rick who with time was able to stretch his arms and legs a bit was beginning to enjoy outdoors and got interested in racing, he shared his desire with his Dad and instead of shutting down such an idea his Dad got on board and started racing. They got on various races through mountains, waters, roads and even even if they win or not Dick his father is fulfilling one thing, making his son Rick happy ....................
At this point i get lost for words cuz i summarized the video but my thot " What manner of love is this"
A father that gave up everything, a life he coulda had
To be with his son, who the world has written off
As a result of a disorder which affected his development
Its shocking, Dick Hoyt has done this for 44 yrs his sons's age
He is in his late sixties but still pushing and moving the earth for his son
I think its a lesson for us as human beings to understand God is a wonder, thats all i can come up with because a man with a heart like Dick shld not go thru what he is right?
Then again, the almighty uses life lessons like this to humble our spirit
There are times Dick woulda been TIRED, FRUSTRATED, ANGRY
There are times he woulda thot GOD does not EXIST
But each time he wants to give up all he has to do is look at his son who is an amazing INSPIRATION.
He went to school, graduated from College, anyone one else wld av used it as an opportunity to just sit home and be pitied.
We dont hear of Dick getting help which he must av but literally it was just him making his son happy.
I know he musta at one point realize God is all he has, cuz the strength he has had to carry all of this is not human but DIVINE.
Happiness comes in the simple things of life, a boy with no hope or future, looked for ways to be happy and achieve somethings in life,
Rick goes to schools to talk even though he is not the most eloquent but he is heared because he is a life teacher through his experience.
Dick the father is called a hero world wide , as we watch their story its moving but No one can understand what he gave up for 44 years to be appreciated today.
So sometimes situations seems unbearable, totally unacceptable, the good ones think WHY ME, or we get impatient with God for certain things, this is a lesson for us all:
You dont knw what God has in store for u
Your situation is not the end of it, after the rain comes the shine
Your present predicament might just be God saving you from something worse or a lesson to humble your spirit
When u thik u av it bad, look outside your window pple walk up and down the streets u av no idea what their burden is but they r LIVING so quit COMPLAINING
The simple things we take for granted, goes a long way when we appreciate what we have
Being Selfless can be one of the greatest investment one can sow into their lives because the reward is beyond this earth.
Most importantly, LIVE and appreciate God for his mercy and faithfulness to U.
Dick Hoyt is a living reminder of what selflessness is
Rick Hoyt is an inspiration and a reminder of Positivity, Self will and a reason to RISE above ur situation cuz u av no EXCUSE.
God does not give us more than we can handle, there ia always an alternative,
Rick might av wanted to RUN but with his dis-order he wanted to RACE, at the end of the day he wanted to keep moving so to us all, whatever it is PRAY TELL, "KEEP MOVING"

Mola '09

G::Y::M:::

Hey y'all
Hows everyone doing hope gr8? ok so here i am 'aven been gone for a bit, sorry bloggers just been trying to get all d pieces of me everywhere togeda, eeerrr :) getting there by his grace.
Tomorrow is sunday, still dilly dally abt going to church cuz i av family coming over but then shld ANYTHING OR ANYONE stop me from going to church nah!!!! o lord lets see how it goes tomorrow. I am taking out this time to send a shout out to my girls Toyin & Yvonne getting hitched nxt week waoh! seems everyone is settled so guess all eyez on moi?
Not to worry i am coming to u soon look out.....
Now, i av been back for abt 3 weeks now from my trip to mother land and i got real ill and lost a good ten pounds but seems in this past week musta gained almost everything back, gosh i need to start getting busy seriously.
I have a few options now, go to the gym by my job and get home late?
Come home and jog. walk and all, around d neighbourhood? sounds like the plan lol
Or Get my butt up in the morning for taeboo....Seem to like that plan too but pray tell child, need to get my Lazy behind up, sigh! wish i had an alarm clock that screams GYMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, wont that be awesome?
Well if u get to read this pls motivate me as much as u can ok, need to get in shape once and for all, besides need to get fit for personal goal ...:)
Anyways, thats me lately and oh yep i av joined the twitter bug madness and boy is it addictive or what? Met a few Celebs and artise both international and home based and been cool .
Shout out to @ RITA DOMINIC, gosh she is too cool, pple one of d few actresses who delivers and still humble in person, i am so glad and honoured she follows me on twitter and even responds to me with DM, girl u r blessed. lol
A few others have been really choked up on fame guess they av a trailer load of fans but i aint no groupie and ill definitely get dem off my list soon and come to think of it , its dis same Naija artistes ooo, i get u cant be everyone's friend but c'mon when u r being reached out to and u go over that and respond to ur choice of pple , most of the pple i am referring to are the guys and in all honesty WHO SENT ME? all on twitterville.
@ MY GIRL CHIKA & DAMMY, BFF, U guys rock men, love all d way from blogville to twitterville, lol.
I am about to turn in for the night but need to do crunches cuz i wont forgive myself if i get on my bed just like dat, its been a good weekend so far, been indoors all day.
A shout out to my sisters @ Nife, @ Bibi, @ mel... love u guys for all u do and ur care over the past weeks......mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
A great shout out to my baby @Nolar...God is all we av baby and I am right by u, love u and cant wait to av ur name tag....smooches.

Peace & love
Mola